Monday, August 30, 2010

Seek Him

It has been an adventure for almost a month. As I shared before, I got a new job in Floris UMC, Herndon, VA. I did not sleep more than three hours every night until a week ago. Finally, I can sleep more than five hours at night at least. I was fully stressed with packing, moving, and adjusting to the new life in VA.
Amazing part is God has been revealing Himself to let me know in every second that He is with me, especially through His words. Even though there was two hours horrible storm on the way to VA that I could not see a thing in front, I drove through it with my old favorite small car, the little foot named by my girls. Even though there were a number of things that made me looking back and missing stuff, God keeps telling me "Seek Him"only, and "Press on!"
It has not been easy but I can tell you that God is Good all the time no matter what. :)
One thing that I prayed and begged to God before I moved was "please help me to kneel to you every morning with thirst of Your presence." I was afraid of myself what if I am too tired to get up early to kneel to seek Him, what if I am too busy to even to focus on Him and so on. That was my biggest fear and worry. However, He has been meeting me every early morning and waking me up to kneel down. I pray that He keeps me in this way until I go to see Him.
The reason is... I can't live without Him even for a second, and I know that I am a just sinner saved by His grace. If I don't have His presence, I know that I can't work, or live for Him. And mostly, I love the time with Him more than any reasons.

God has been giving me several words since I got here at new place: "Seek Him", " Humility", " Trust Him with all my heart". I will share details when I have more free time with you at this blog.

"Whether we react to life with faith or fear depends on our focus. Knowing that " The Lord shall reign forever". How can we keep from singing?

If you keep in tune with Christ, you can sing even in the dark.
I will come back to the blog soon for sharing my new life in VA.